i used to watch Ted talks all the time, im not sure what happened to me. i used to think that i could just be enlightened all by myself then that got boring. for some reason i wanted ppl to know how smart i was or i was just using that as an excuse to cover up how lonely i was or how much I judged ppl around me for not knowing the things I know. Im not sure I dont know..
I think its so cool that for $9 you can buy a url and set up a free website its sad that after you die these things just disappear cause you couldnt afford to pay for them any more. I guess you gift in the afterlife is that well if you made something good ppl will fight to keep it and take quotes and misquotes about it and share.
i dunno, i also dont know why I double space when i get to a new paragraph maybe its anxiety cause then I always go back and fix it. im starting to think I was made to be a typer cause I think faster than I can put words to paper and the stuff I write on paper never makes sense to me when im done writing it. they call it free writing. I think thats what im doing now but im storing it on the net. interesting.
I think we have to leave our mark. dont you i mean even if you dont have kids you are likely to have a kid that looks up to you isnt that worth something. however since ppl are gonna see the mark you are leaving are you even telling the truth? its alot to think about. well im thinking about it.
im thinking i dont want to cut my hair but im also thinking I dont want my hair style to be a burden. why do we struggle with such foolishness why do I even bother. I dunno time will tell I will figure it out. In the mean time. I will try to be consistent with populating the internet with my nonsense.
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