Wednesday, March 17, 2021

Essential Pianote Youtube Videos

https://youtu.be/qCGkpfWiw0g https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hMZXQ87OeuU https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YBkNM-vGQJk https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JgaJQnEe_ek https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4HigNF4M6r8 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sWSxHBn7uus
one of the things that is really on sale right now, is access. ACCESS to "INFORMATION" seems to be the MOST VALUABLE thing these days if im being totally honest. just needed to say that
another one of the issues is that its VERY big overwhelming stuff. like the amount of money that would need to be raised can seem high but i guess its just doing what needs to be done to pursue it best we can that is gonna make the difference in the end. there is only so much money you can actually save and you cant compare yourself to ppl that have different liabailities than you. you have specific obligations that provide you with the ability to accomplish your goals so the most important thing is to map out and plot a course for your own success. secondly its most important to pursue that very aggressively. at least these are my thoughts in this moment.
another day another opportunity for growth and change thats how i see it. id be lying if i said it was a bit nerve racking its almost as if im already set up to count down to the next finale whether it be a bill a payment or some low hanging depressing fruit. and then my thoughts are filled with team building or lack there of or to do list and lack of action. the goal is to keep it moving long enough that the moments and the doubt passes. it is said that it all gets better and that it always get better. I just need it to get warmer. it would be nice to see some more money come in too. as things begin to get "normal" again its gonna get very interesting for me to be honest, to see how I approach certain things. time will tell. attitude will tell. Ill keep a log and report to base.

Tuesday, March 16, 2021

filling out forms and documents aka applying for grants is HARD work NO JOKE, instead of doing my morning pages I jumped right into this and before i knew it an hour had passed aint that just crazy. never the less i think i should drink some water and get back on track, im doing my best however i believe my best will be better so lets see how that goes Im working on it best i can. today I need to take a similar approach to the one I took yesterday lets see how it goes by mid day there i alot out there for us but we have to pursue it and do the actual work. lets see how it all goes and if i have more to process i will be back to do just that. I'd be lying if i said i wasnt dragging today so let see how It goes.

Monday, March 15, 2021

Since my last post I had a somewhat successful day. Scored an Ad. Wrote a new song, did some remedial stuff that i wasnt excited about but made money from. and I just wrapped up a lyric video that will premiere tomorrow morning so. its been decent. I cant be mad at that. i feel like i can sleep better knowing that i have made a number of steps forward. Lets see how far I get.
an important thing that i need to establish moving forward this week is setting from MONDAY what it is im actually hoping to accomplish. I will get that done in a number of ways. I know that i have one side of my product business that must be executed on to keep my customers happy so I will desginate the time that is needed for that. I think i will begin my day as early as possible with a block that is dedicated to creation so I can safely say that from 9am to 11:30 I will work on new tracks. From there I will work on some other stuff that is important but that doesnt excite me. like reviewing bills paying some outstanding tax issues and organizing my work space.