another day another opportunity for growth and change thats how i see it. id be lying if i said it was a bit nerve racking its almost as if im already set up to count down to the next finale whether it be a bill a payment or some low hanging depressing fruit. and then my thoughts are filled with team building or lack there of or to do list and lack of action. the goal is to keep it moving long enough that the moments and the doubt passes. it is said that it all gets better and that it always get better. I just need it to get warmer. it would be nice to see some more money come in too. as things begin to get "normal" again its gonna get very interesting for me to be honest, to see how I approach certain things. time will tell. attitude will tell. Ill keep a log and report to base.