another one of the issues is that its VERY big overwhelming stuff. like the amount of money that would need to be raised can seem high but i guess its just doing what needs to be done to pursue it best we can that is gonna make the difference in the end. there is only so much money you can actually save and you cant compare yourself to ppl that have different liabailities than you. you have specific obligations that provide you with the ability to accomplish your goals so the most important thing is to map out and plot a course for your own success. secondly its most important to pursue that very aggressively. at least these are my thoughts in this moment.